A World In Conflict

An Actor or A Debater?

2006 - English Language Debate Championships 

- KL Champions

2007 - English Language Drama Competition 

- Recipient of KL's Best Actor Award,

-Author of KL's Best Script

- KL's Champions

Currently debating in UiTM, wishing UiTM has an English Language Theatre society

A Thespian or a Manipulator of words?

Maybe I should opt to go for the geek of the year award

A Toast,

To Absent Friends, Lost Loves, Old Gods, and The Seasons of Mists

And May Each of Us Give The Devil His Due

Of Opportunity, Options and Getting What You Deserve

A simple fact of life…

We work, obtain something like say a record as proof to what we have achieved, such evidence we use as a form of an application so that we are placed one step further in the societal ladder we diligently climb. Such an application is processed, and we are given options – paths so to speak – for us to take in order to ascend to another level.

For most if not all of us, plans have we made as we envision ourselves climbing steps made by society, we picture our ascension every step of the way. Yet after such detaled planning, life decides to throw a curve ball at us, and decides to put us in the opposite direction. Left with little choice we grudgingly thread the path. Believing that the grass is greener on the other side…

I should know, I was left in the same situation… but right now, I’m just gald things didn’t turn out the way I planned them to be… I’m just gladd to be where I am right now…

UiTM Kedah Festival of Independence Debate with the motion “This House Believes That Malaysian Youth Are Still In A Dream After 51 Years Of Independence” adopting the British Parliamentary Style, The the Champions were the Closing Oppostion with Muhammad Izzat bin Fauzan and Nor Ikhwan with the Best Speaker Award going to Muhammad Izzat bin Fauzan…

The debate was indeed a clean sweep, and most importantly awesome friends were made throughout the way…

Looking forward to the Vice Chancellor’s Cup Debate in Shah Alam…

I Dream, I Test My Believes Against My Dreams, I Dare To Take Risks, And I Execute My Visions To Fulfil My Dreams

Of Edward Cullen, Preconceptions, and Misconceptions

Assume

Assume that a man, perfectly ordinary in every odd sense of the word, assume that the man was told that he reminded someone of a certain fictional character, that this man was to be compared with the personification of the most desired man of the generation. Assume such a thing were to happen.

Put yourself into his shoes and imagine the ideas one were to formulate when one is compared to such a character, the ideas he might have formed on his own – they may be of no basis but it matters not, such matters close to the heart aren’t meant to have any basis or even at times make any sense – and picture the preconceptions he would have formulated on his own about the person who compared him to a character desired by many. Once ideas are formulated it is only normal for one to come up with a course of action, in order to make such ideas come to life. When a specific course of action has been formulated, it is only prudent to assume that at this point, a certain amount of hope lingers in ones heart.

Now imagine all those ideas and hope crushed… Simply because of a singular yet significant information was missed out… Imagine how he would feel

Mislead

Walking By...

The one glaring difference when one compares Varsity with the years they spent in high school is the freedom one gets…

Trust me, the uniforms that you put on every morning as you prepare yourself for another day in school doesn’t make that big a difference… I mean seriously, freedom of expression? Article 19 Universal Declaration of Human Rights? I’ve actually been in debates over uniforms, and it is absolutely pointless. What you have on you does not matter, so long as you pay attention in class and understand what you’re supposed to. Forget uniforms… Do what you’re supposed to do, and do it right… and this is coming from the guy who wears his tracks and a plain white t-shirt to class with uncombed hair… but damn I looked good :P

So basically being in a University means that you manage your own time, nobody tells you what to do, and also the fact that you can skip classes as you please (just be prepared to face the music when you mess up)

Went to an audition for a role in a theatre performance, which was bad mainly cause the medium is in Malay, and we all know how well versed I am with the language. Met lots of nice people though… that always makes the day…

I will also be on my mid-semester break from the 15th to the 23rd of August… hope to see you lot soon…

Is A God Amongst Men

The Prodigal Son Returneth

It’s been a while since my last post. It has been a month and 15 days to be exact.

So basically this is a quick run thru to what has happened to me for the past month, first week was basically orientation which they referred to as Minggu Mesra Siswa or MMS for short. The normal procedural speeches and a few sessions meant to make a certain group of students more malay than what they are now. Highlights of the week would be me ending up as an EMCEE for the Vice Chancellor’s speech which was executed flawlessly and  suave regardless of the pressure my partner and I was receiving from the program coordinator. I was also to be told that I am over-qualified to be in UiTM Kedah, the Law Coordinator told me that I ought to have received a place in UiTM Shah Alam instead, doing the accelerated programme but no matter, I shall be enjoying being in a programme for Dummies so-to-speak.

Classes began immediately the week after and  my classes are as such, BEL120 (Simple English – I call this English for the Disabled), BEL130 (Communicative English – I call this one English for toddlers), MTC012 (An Introduction to Law – My favorite class by far), MTC016 (Malaysian Government and Politics – Am the personal consultant for the lecturer on this one xD), and CSC134 (Computer Science – which I call An Introduction to Computers for the Technologically UN-savvy).

Am also in the Debate Team… and blown the minds of many… and apparently that single appearance made me an ace in the University’s Vice Chancellor’s Cup line up… that performance also made yours truly the English Language Club’s (ELC) poster boy for public speaking (mind you I’m not in ELC). And Am also known to be the guy who uses huge words, I mean seriously, a totalitarian government is not a huge word, nor is consequentialism or altruism. *sigh*

Coming back for a week on the 15^th… hope to be able to catch up with you lot.

And oh yeah, it was my birthday on the sixth… I thank you all for the wishes… interestingly enough, on my birthday, the chair I was sitting on decided to give up on me and lost a leg while I was still on it. Had lunch alone, and had some stay for dinner… Peaceful bliss, what a way to mark me turning legal J

WE ARE WHO WE ARE DUE TO THE LACK OF TRUISM WITHIN OURSELVES, AND THAT IS THE SOLE REASON HUMANITY IS INTERESTING

A Deep Breath... Look Back

At which one takes a break… tired from walking… and turns back to look over the path that was… 

And takes a stroll down memory lane

In which time was spent skipping class… drama practices… in which I attribute to my SPM results… am sure I would’ve done worse in SPM had I been attending classes

and I ran across this in the badminton hall

The under equipped Hall in which actors (and grunts) were made

And to my personal outrage… the school administration (in which I refer to with as much resentment as I have when I think off “The English Department”) has put this up in the school portico

 Fide at Labore… Fide is NOT principle… Fide literally translates into faith… Labore on the other hand literally translates into labour… in which was later changed into Zeal (mainly due to the rather negative connotation in which labour is to be used in an institution for the development of young minds) which means the enthusiastic devotion of which a person has towards achieving / attaining something… Now I say this with all the vanity a person can have in oneself (which is considerably less to what I have in myself) is Zeal not considerably more poetic than “hard work”? Mr Peter and his accomplices … are your skulls really that empty?

And look at what came through the mail…

Offer letters to which I declined… 

I’m leaving for UiTM Asasi Undang-Undang…

And as I was packing and clearing up my room… yes, its now relatively cleaner than what it used to be… look at what I found

Just another notebook you say? Take a look inside

 The First Few Pages... Questionable Motives: Everyone Has A Rent To Pay... The Original Draft... The First Script Ever To Receive The KL's Best Script Award

 this is when your playwright got bored (the politically correct term here would be paranoid)

From this point on the author was introduced to the wonders of the computer and how slow it takes for Microsoft Word to load and how easy it was to misplace your files

Leaving On The 28^th of June at    0500

 

I’ll Just See You When I See You

 A Deep Breath… Walks on 

To Absent Friends, Lost Loves, Old Gods, and The Seasons of Mists; and May Each Of Us Give The Devil His Due

Of Dreamers

To want what is impossible, to desire the unattainable, to attempt the unachievable…
That is what we dreamers do… and we never stop… nothing on gods green earth can bring us down… we do not know how to despair, we do not give in to desire. Nothing could ever sway us dreamers… to walk the path to achieve the dream… us dreamers… when we want something, we let nothing stand in our way… and that is what makes us dreamers better than anyone else…
Dreams is where everything begins, it is what that spawns Desire, it is what that drives us to Despair, it is what that gives us Delight, it is what that makes us Delirious, It has the ability to bring about Destruction, and it has the ability to shape ones Destiny, and it will always be something we carry with us as we walk the threshold which belongs to Death.

Some Elementary Dating for you pricks :P



I am a racist… I an issue against the Human Race

~Semper Fi~